About my marvelous happiness disappointment

I thought that things will change back to normal.. I thought that it will be allright, at first. It's okay that you're not my artificial-brother anymore!! We can be friend, best friend! You're clever, I must say.. You are clever enough to make ma happy.. But you're much clever to make me sad!! Who do you think you are? Why you just make me suffered? disappointed? Is that only you can do? Oh! I'm just a human being! Why do you deserve me to be your doll? I'm not your doll!!